I'm not sure why I stopped. I have some ideas.
A new job. A new job with really difficult hours. A wedding proposal. A wedding that needs planned. Projects around the house. Other social media outlets like Facebook and Twitter taking up too much time.
Life in general seems to have run me over like a steamroller.
My poor blog isn't alone in it's neglect. My DVR has about 60-70 shows recorded that I most likely will never see.
I think something else has kept me away as well.
The plain and simple fact is, I really wasn't sure what to write about anymore. I don't want this to be an outlet for rants. Nor do I want to expose too much of my "real" life here.
I've also been promising to come back. Yet, that hasn't seemed to happen.
Well, I'm going to give it an honest effort. Probably more of an effort than I ever have before.
Why?

Well, I found some inspiration. And it came in the form of a major league baseball player, of all things.
Dirk Hayhurst is currently a pitcher for the Toronto Blue Jays.
He grew up in Stark County, like me. He went to Kent State, like me.
But, that's where our similarities end. I washed out of baseball in high school, Dirk is a big leaguer.
But, Dirk isn't necessarily famous, nor has he ever been what you might call a "prospect." He was an 8th round pick, who, I discovered, was on the verge of quitting the game when he finally got called up to the big leagues.
But, if Dirk didn't make the majors, he had a plan. He began writing down his fears, his doubts, and all those tales of life in the minor leagues.
He blogged on a regular basis. His column was called the "Non-Prospect Diary." This is where I first ran across Dirk Hayhurst.
If you haven't read his work, Dirk is no dumb jock trying to ape Shakespeare. Hayhurst has a gift for the written word, his columns are funny and honest. And now and again, they make you think.
They were so good, in fact, that a publisher asked Dirk to write a book about his experiences. An auto-biography. At the age of 28.
Well, that book is being published in March. It's called the Bullpen Gospels. And, Dirk Hayhurst is getting noticed now more than ever.
Keith Olbermann has written a glowing review of the book. Say what you will about Olbermann's politics, but he's always been a gifted writer. And a baseball nut, to boot.
And he's not alone in saying good things. Bob Costas has given the book a thumbs up. So have other notable sports writers.
With this in mind, I recently made contact with Dirk, to see if he'd like to appear on a news program I work for. He leaped at the opportunity.
As I spoke to him before and after his interview, I couldn't have been more impressed. Dirk is a funny, outgoing, humble guy. A guy who, as a co-worker told me afterward, you would have no idea is a big-leaguer. A guy who you feel like you've known for 10 years, after talking to him for 10 minutes.
He's a person who now feels like he can take the world by the horns, after struggling for so long in his chosen profession. He has big plans, big goals, big dreams.
I really treasured my short time with Dirk, not because he's a baseball player, but because he's a heckuva human being.
So, I thought about it some more. No more excuses. I'm going to write. And hopefully write a lot.
I doubt I have Dirk's talent for the written word. And I know I don't have his talent for throwing a curveball. But, if something so simple can make such a profound change in his life, why can't it make mine a little brighter as well?
And all it takes is a few words here, and a few words there.
So, I'm back. My reason for being here still isn't clear. But, maybe that will come.
Oh, and one other thing. Dirk just had arm surgery. He'll miss at least half of the upcoming season, perhaps more. But, nothing can get Dirk Hayhurst down these days.
So, do me a favor. And do Dirk a favor. If you like baseball, buy his book. If you don't like baseball, buy it anyways. Because I'm told it's not just a sports story, it's a life story.
I know that seems like a commercial, but for inspiring me to make things happen, it's the least I can do for him.
(By the way, here's Dirk's interview)















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